ooh hey look xanga...haven't done one of these in a while........

yah and i don't think i wanna do one now....

laters

okay so lets see whats been going on with me since i last left my mark on xanga...

1.  i finally made up my mind what to do about greg...tell him to fuckin take a walk...boys are stupid anyways...and i met a cute new boy hahaha...i liked the guy...sometimes i just never really liked the guy...like i thought i did

2.  i decided to go back to school and i hope it takes up all my time the less time i spend at shorebird the better i'm turning into a disgruntled worker...cuz i'm hatin half my co workers right now...fuckin ehh everyones so egotistical and fuckin snide and it fuckin blows because i saw all these people in certain lights and to see them differently sucks ass because i was so wrong about some people i thought i knew

3.  everyones fuckin pissin me off...my nerves are super short and everyone is being told to suck my left nutt...but than again there are some people i should be tellin to suck my left(not right bitches) nutt but i don't because if i did i probally would say some other shit too, shit thats soo soo true but soo soo not nice...and i for reason am compelled to be nice...because its not nice to pick on people who are weaker than you...cuz you'll make them look ever worse than they already do to other people...

so i watchin this stupid teen angst channel today with my cousin, and we were watchin this show where one of the characters said something that made me stop was i was doing and think for  lil while...

"how can you push for something so hard, yet the harder you push, the further away you get...how are things suppost to happen if it all goes backwards"

fuck i wish i had the answer, but hell...doesn't it always seem to happen that way??? oh my god i'm so fuckin depressed...my life blows i'm quoting stupid tv shows, its so much funner to quote stupid cartoons...wait funner is not a word...oh well you kno what  i mean...shit